I wish I would not let you feel this way.

I wish there wouldn't even be chances that you'll feel this way.

I wish I can find ways, so as not to let you feel this way again.

I wish.. I really wish..

What a useless guy I am.

Really hurts to see..

My whole body is aching all over, super aching kind.

Not to mention the injuries.

Dance is more important?

Danzation's getting nearer. I think I'll die by the changing of costumes on that day -.- hahas.

..................I'm a happy boy. Cause of you.

..........................Perseverance. We will pull through.

..............Trust. I will show.

.............Determine. That I will.

...............Security. You will feel.

Alot people having zombie faces lately. Need more sleep need more sleep! Drink lots of water guys. Please don't try out any weird stuffs, at least after 19 & 20 Dec. You know who you are, take care of your body ah! =]

Hmm, I'll try my best to control.

Things are getting tougher, 3 out of 7 is starting to raise..

I will pull through. Stop thinking too darn much, cause nothing's gonna change.

Live the way how it is, and enjoy the days that come.
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Danzation. our months of effort, the things we're gone through, the sleepless nights we had together, the late night trainings we gone through, the huge amount of time we spent for this. Danzation, everyone's hard work. You wanna know what have we all been doing and preparing during these few months? Come watch us. I'll assure you, It'll be worth it.

Watch me, I'll show you.

Why are there things that look so easy but seems super hard for me to achieve it? I really can't figure it out. Hmm.. Ahh it's ok forget it. Maybe some things are meant to be this way.

~Random thoughts~

- Finally got the chance to take Ann's class again. Felt very happy, cause it's been a very long time since the last class was taught. Let's take the long way home~

- My dad is back home.

- Why can't I know?

- So many questions I wanna ask, but I knew, the answer would most probably still be the same.
- Me teach/clean steps? I don't know about it, but I'll definitely try my best.
- So.. ..? I don't know.. But, as long as I believe. Time will tell..

- I'm trying my best to control it.

So many things going through my mind. Feels kinda.. Argh~ I shouldn't be thinking so much. Hope. Miracle.

It has been a very very very long time since I had dinner with my family (excluding my dad, he's still overseas since a week ago and still is not back yet). *Hmm, what will you do if I told you about my plans?* Finally I get to have a whole day's rest. Well not exactly, cause I missed out the self prac at 12pm, overslept big time. So sorry guys.

It's always nice to have a cup of nice warm hot chocolate on my table beside me, a guitar which is nicely tuned, and a few scores to go along with it. Another great alternative is to watch some exciting Animes with my huge screen laptop. Hahas. This is my form of escapism last time. I don't need to do anything fanciful, don't need anything too bazaar, just chilling around is enough for me. =) Returning to the good old days for just once today. Hahas.

Tomorrow will be another day of busying dance, it's tiring, but I still enjoyed it nevertheless. The effort put in by everyone, Danzation, we will show you that this few months of pracs and pracs and rehearsals are not for naught. Jia you everyone!

Please give me a chance to show you. Really hope.. Just once is enough. Understanding.